Gender is not a 1D spectrum (note to self)

Note: Written to explore how I don't just feel a certain gender at different times, I have different depths of feeling. Not suggesting this as a complete model of gender, or for anyone else!

Angle: male to agender to female
Radius: how much you feel it. Inside the axis means less strength of feeling, outside means more.

How I experience it (pink line)

graph: black axis like rainbow, is a semi circle, left labeled Male, right Female, mid point Agender. Radius means feeling from weak inside axis to strong outside. Pink line represents my gender experience: starts slightly into male but very near the 0 feeling point, then spirals out to female with strong feeling.

When I'm feeling female I feel it really naturally - like I just know it - a strong feeling. I don't get strong male feelings. Did I ever? Moreso than now but it's always been very weak. And my agender experience is also weak, though more frequent for me. When I don't feel gender I don't really care - I don't feel a strong sense of agender identity.